勇敢的眼泪 -- 作者: 孤鸿泽

    窗外的天空阴了起来。父亲的药店打洋了,备好了草药,便急匆匆的赶回家里。一个阴暗的傍晚,总是不由的加快你的脚步。从药店回家的路大约两三里,今天却觉得是如此漫长。院子的大门敞开者,屋子的门也没有关。我径直的跑了进去,惴惴不安的张望,担心有没有贼人藏在屋内。环顾无人,终于把悬着的心放下来了,这才想到妻子去了哪里。待她回来一定的教训她,出去也不把门窗都锁好,这年景还是要多加小心,万不能这么大意。

 
    夜很静,像暴雨前死一般的沉寂。天与地浑然一体,一片乌黑。只有村里的点点灯火,点缀着黑夜。我走到小院中,嘴里念叨怕是要下雨了。远处传来了阵阵犬吠,由远至近,嘈杂烦乱。突然一种不详的预感,想去关门,为时已晚。狗已经跳到院子的围墙上,踩着墙垛鱼贯入内,将我围了起来。看上去是各式各样的宠物狗,能叫的上名字的萨摩、金毛,还有不知名的小黄狗、小花狗。这时一只小巴狗,奋力的跑了进来,朝向后边汪汪叫,像是在说“就是他,就是这里。”尾随进来的是一对青年男女。
 
    狗们在边上呜噜呜噜的低吼,两人走了过来。男人不是很高,尖下颏,长发直垂过眼,冷峻清秀,身穿落脚灰呢子大衣。女人朴素秀丽,中长淡染黄发,穿大红风衣。我没见过这阵势,心乱发荒,胸闷腹胀,不能自已。此二人我似曾相识,但不敢认。未等我开口,男人说道:“哥我是寒,这我夫人金。”我明白了,这是找我算账来了。
 
    寒和金是一对文学伉俪,这些年顺风顺水。本说我一个赤脚大夫,与文学并不沾边,怎么会和此二人结怨?说来话长,这对文学伉俪从文人变成了文奸,亵渎文学荼毒少年。成名靠包装骗局,后依仗乡绅恶霸胡作非为。被人揭露有恃无恐,迫害忠良,恶贯满盈。
 
    我是一乡村大夫,生活幽静闲暇,业余酷爱琴棋书画,对中国文学更是推崇。在寒事件未出之前,我一直自得其乐、与世无争。自寒事件被揭发以来,让百姓们看清了,那些当代名流、雅士、喉舌、奸商、戏子、文人的丑恶嘴脸。像我这样隐于市井挚爱文学,忧国忧民的小文人再也不能坐视不理。他们这此奸恶之人,是在消费民族的明天。唇枪舌剑,笔上往来。造假者鸠占鹊巢,待鹊归时,自然惶恐。眼看天下弃之,大势已去,故作困兽之斗来与我了断。
 
    现场的气氛诡异萧杀,我直视着寒,寒侧脸相迎,夫人金转过身去,在我的视线里有些模糊,可能是天太黑太暗了。沉默良久,寒问道:“你怎么看我”,我答到你只是个孩子。“我三十岁了,我和你一样,是个父亲”,我苦笑了一下。寒又道:“我有无奈,希望你网开一面。”我说做该做的事。此时狗们已经从低喉变成了狂吠,恨不得在主人面前立刻将我撕成碎片。我看不清寒的表情,但我能感觉到他在发抖,他强抑制自己,说道:“我最后问你,我的文学怎么样。”我说你的文学与我比起来就像“一把沙子洒进洞庭湖”。
 
    随着一声怒吼,寒的大衣袖中甩出两把锋利的螺丝刀,我本能的速夺之。还未回身,立刻寒的袖中又出两把武器,左手反握蒙古剃,左钩拳式向我划过,我抬右手螺丝刀格挡,寒右手的三角刮刀径直刺入我的胸膛,顷刻间天旋地转,恶狗如潮水般向我扑来。
 
    我猛的坐了起来,心有余悸。看着熟睡的妻儿,我突然感到有些茫然不知所措。我可以将自己的生死置之度外,可是他们怎么办?这个家怎么办?父母什么感受?我想这应该是大多人的懦弱所在。过于注重家庭责任,而放弃承担社会责任。
 
    我曾想过我的妻儿失去我她们该怎么办?我想这是一个特别简单的问题,答案就是勇敢的面对,独立的生活。王安石说“人习于苟且非一日”,果真是这样,中国人大多是在苟且偷生的活着。每个人不去承担自己的社会责任,那么社会的责任必然会被垄断,社会责任垄断的结果就是每个人因责任而获得的权利也被剥夺。你所有逃避承担社会责任的借口都是不成立的,那只是软蛋们自欺欺人的说辞。
 
    就像今天面对既得利益集团,多少曾经质疑探寻真相者纷纷变节。究其原因,就是他们给自己找到这样那样合适的借口,并且使自己深深的相信,有了这些借口,就可以心安理得软弱的逃避,放弃尊严与操守,助纣为虐。
 
    如果我们的国家变成一个失去了最后的良心,变成一个完全的功利主义国家,那该多么可怕,只要是对自己有利的无论什么都敢做。现在真是到了最危险的时候,我都无力的呐喊了,说多了也没人听,没人信。
 
    我就敬佩方舟子,当然这样说不代表同意他的所有观点。我敬佩他是一根中国的骨头,只要有方舟子这样的人在一天,中国就不是软体动物。虽然我没有安保基金,也没有律师,但我发誓要做一根中国的骨头!只要我活一天,中国就不是软体动物!
 
                            我的父母啊,如果有一天我走了。
                            请不要伤心,你的儿子有着高傲头颅。
                            我的妻子啊,如果有一天我走了。
                            请不要难过,你的男人是为民族超度。
                            我的儿子啊,如果有一天我走了。
                            请不要孤独,你的爸爸是国家的骨头。
 
 
    三个月来残酷的微博战役,让我们感觉到了对手的强大。温泉关的斯巴达300勇士在薛西斯大军面前没有退缩。耶稣撒冷的伊布林男爵没有在萨拉丁的百万雄前恐惧。罗曼罗兰说“不是为了成功,而是为了信仰”。因为,为了信仰,所以,为了信仰。我默默的流下了一滴勇敢的眼泪。
 
今天是耶稣受难日,三天后上帝复活。

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